WALLABIES FLANKER David Pocock suffered from an eating disorder, he has revealed in his new autobiography.
In his book, Openside: My Journey to the Rugby World Cup, the 23-year-old says the problem developed following his family’s escape from Zimbabwe to the safety of Australia almost 10 years ago.
“When our family first moved from Zimbabwe in 2002 I developed a stress-related eating disorder,” he reveals.
He says he was “irrationally strict” about what he ate and had a “very skewed” idea of his body image.
He also admitted to crying as a child when there weren’t any healthy options on restaurant menus.
“Looking back at photos I was ridiculously lean but in my head I was still not lean enough. I remember bursting into tears a few times when the family went out to dinner or when travelling and there weren't any healthy or ultra low-fat options to eat. I was unsure about how to deal with my obvious anxiety towards food,” he says.
“This was possibly a response to the fear I experienced living in Zimbabwe for those last few years on the farm when I felt so powerless, and when we moved to Australia I used it as a way to give myself a sense of control and certainty. I've worked on this a lot with the psychologist.”« Back to Archives
With the series level, expect both teams to put it all on the line as they seek to win the deciding test in Sydney on Saturday night.